Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. What Would It Take to Make Her Whole?

Am I a Good Girl Yet Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her What Would It Take to Make Her Whole High pitched screams explode into the air unrelenting shot through with blind terror A wounded animal A torture chamber A calm voice interrupts the heart chilling cries reassuring my reluctant lis

  • Title: Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. What Would It Take to Make Her Whole?
  • Author: Carolyn Bramhall
  • ISBN: 9781467884297
  • Page: 457
  • Format: Paperback
  • High pitched screams explode into the air, unrelenting, shot through with blind terror A wounded animal A torture chamber A calm voice interrupts the heart chilling cries, reassuring my reluctant, listening ears that the victim is in a safe place But her fearful trauma haunts me, echoing in every straining sinew of my mind I switch the tape off and lean back on the cuHigh pitched screams explode into the air, unrelenting, shot through with blind terror A wounded animal A torture chamber A calm voice interrupts the heart chilling cries, reassuring my reluctant, listening ears that the victim is in a safe place But her fearful trauma haunts me, echoing in every straining sinew of my mind I switch the tape off and lean back on the cushions of the over stuffed armchair to better ponder what I have just heard Those screams belonged to a small child just a child mercilessly gripped in the vice of uncontrollable and devas tating fear What atrocity would have caused such a violent outburst What unmentionable evil warped her budding innocence Can I bear to hear Trembling, I stretch over and turn the tape on again, pushing the limits of my endurance to listen to of this nerve wringing tirade I lean forward, muscles tense, temples throbbing, mouth dry At last the screams fade to a whim per, as a steady male voice soothes the young victim His words unruffled, constant Her small, high whine gradually lulls to a moan, pathetic and painful Weary wails struggle, exhausted, from the tape player on the coffee table in front of me No No, no Silence He continues his balm of words You are just remembering, just remembering I m here You are safe now That was all a long time ago It s all just a memory No one is going to hurt you any No one You re safe now My unconscious sigh of relief jolts me back to the present and once again I stoop to switch off the tape, my shaking spirit daring my mind to consider the ghastly implications of what I have just heard Will that child ever be able to describe what she has seen Will she ever be allowed to express what was done to her Will she ever be able to feel joy, freedom And who is that child I struggle intensely with that last question, horribly aware that I know the answer, though even yet desperately clinging onto the breaking branch of my unbelief I know her well oh, how well I know her I have heard her screams often That child is me

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    1 thought on “Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. What Would It Take to Make Her Whole?”

    1. Having been diagnosed with MPD (Now DID) due to events of satanic ritual abuse in her developing years, the author tells her true story in a reflective narrative of her life.Having been coping remarkably well with feeling 'different' since childhood, yet not exactly knowing why,Carolyn sought therapy which confirmed the presence of MPD. Not alot of emphasis is put on her childhood trauma which does draw away from the reader's better understanding of both the authors immediate story and the traum [...]

    2. Amazing book but very pro-Christian which may annoy or trigger some people.It describes DID well, and the healing process - although all mention of 'demons' should be ignored since it's total nonsense. With organized and ritual abuse some 'constructs' which are not true alters but shell may be created but these are not in any way demonic. Everyone needs to know this. Carolyn describes some 'exorcisms' during which she sustains injuries - not good.Aside from the demons and pro-Christian healing s [...]

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